Dec 21, 2005 10:27
Honesty saved something for me and someone I know. It continues to save it every day. Never, ever, have I valued honesty as much as I do today. My life has always been a reaction to headgames w/ more headgames. And a desire to play headames to figure out feelings of another person.
Head Games Are Bull Shit
Theres nothing I hate more in life than not knowing exactly my status w/ a person. & that is to say that if "honesty" means having to find out someone actually wants nothing to do w/ me... I CAN DEAL W/ IT!
The worst is mixed signals.
I don't get why everyone can't just be honest. Don't you know it hurts me when you tell me I mean so much.. & yet all your actions prove otherwise.? Don't you care?
And then you're gone. When you convinced me to stick around & be patient.
I never thought you could hurt me.
And I don't think YOU even did.
Just your lack of honesty seemed to have stabbed us to death.
You're gone.
I'm gone.
Your number is gone.
So is your screen name.