Oct 23, 2004 00:32
I guess today was an of day i got into a car accident. no little one either and i was scared I didn't know what to do I knew it was my fault. Uncle Jai just happened to be driving by when it all happened. Stopped and came calmed me down for a bit took my nug I had and went to Josh's and tell them what was up. Sabrina came to get me I guess because I couldn't drive my car. Her being there made it a lil easier and I was on the phone with Josh and that nigga is making me laugh so it wasn't so bad. I had people there to make sure i was okay physically and mentally. I went to Josh's to call my mom and well to calm down be with my family you know i had just got the shit scared out of me I wanted to be some where comfortable and i won't lie I really wanted Josh to hold me you know just to comfort me becasue I was just so freaked out. I couldn't believe what had happened and I should of never left Chris was pratically telling me not to go but no I had to leave just to make my mom a happy person and even when i gave him a hug good bye he told me to be careful. It's just was meant to happen I guess. I got home and of course my mom and jim are all yelling at me and shit like I should of came home right after it happened well i didn't see no one in a rush to coem pickme up from josh;s house so damn they can go suck a dick with that bull shit damn they were stupid ones like get a ride home to lazy to come get me and he yelled at me for leaving it in a parking lot well bitches didn't come look at the damn car Ican't drive it it just so aggravating tohave peopel like that not even givin to shits i could have died if I had no seat belt guarenteed I would of hit my head. I have been told so many times before that your friends will never be there like your family and when this shit happend first person who happened to be there Jai then Sabrina went and got me took me HOME! and even momma was one to give me and hug and ask me if i'm okay told me that everything will be fine as long as I'm okay that's important. Her and josh both sat a talked with me you know kinda just laughed about all the cars momma has went through and stuff I was with my family I can honestly say I feel like I belong there and the person who makes me feel that way is momma and that the truth. It's crazy Iknow who my family is