Rant-tastic
So I have spent so much of my time alone lately, and it's really starting to get old.
I haven't seen Tyler since Thursday, and that was in the morning long enought to wake up and get a coffee together before he went to work. I worked friday, yesterday and today. Before work, I was at my apartment alone. After work, I'm back at my apartment, alone. Seeing a pattern?
It fucking sucks. Don't get me wrong, I like having my me time, but I don't like ALL of my time to be me time. It doesn't help matters any when you get off work at midnight, have to be back at 6 am, and your boyfriend calls you at 3:30am, stupid drunk, telling you how much fun he had at Jim Porter's with the guys, while I'm trying to sleep. High five to you. Glad you had fun with all the trashy dumb 45 year old bitches at Jim Porters. I'm trying to sleep for 3 hours if I'm lucky, this can really wait until tomorrow, if I care to listen to it at all.
I've been on a blunt rampage lately. I can't tell you how many comments I made to stupid ass people at Heine Brothers yesterday, basically telling them that they were a waste of my time and of space in general. It was to the point that if one more nasty Highlands hippie who looks like a bum hit on me or said something to me, I wasn't even going to say anything. I was just going to walk up and punch him in his throat. seriously.
Let's hope that today gets better. Maybe if my MIA boyfriend decides to spend 10 seconds with me, I'll get in a better mood.
I haven't seen Tyler since Thursday, and that was in the morning long enought to wake up and get a coffee together before he went to work. I worked friday, yesterday and today. Before work, I was at my apartment alone. After work, I'm back at my apartment, alone. Seeing a pattern?
It fucking sucks. Don't get me wrong, I like having my me time, but I don't like ALL of my time to be me time. It doesn't help matters any when you get off work at midnight, have to be back at 6 am, and your boyfriend calls you at 3:30am, stupid drunk, telling you how much fun he had at Jim Porter's with the guys, while I'm trying to sleep. High five to you. Glad you had fun with all the trashy dumb 45 year old bitches at Jim Porters. I'm trying to sleep for 3 hours if I'm lucky, this can really wait until tomorrow, if I care to listen to it at all.
I've been on a blunt rampage lately. I can't tell you how many comments I made to stupid ass people at Heine Brothers yesterday, basically telling them that they were a waste of my time and of space in general. It was to the point that if one more nasty Highlands hippie who looks like a bum hit on me or said something to me, I wasn't even going to say anything. I was just going to walk up and punch him in his throat. seriously.
Let's hope that today gets better. Maybe if my MIA boyfriend decides to spend 10 seconds with me, I'll get in a better mood.