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I 'm in a rut...that's not a rut...if that makes any sense.
I'm at a crossroads...continu on with nursing school, knowing that I will have a successful life, but that i won't truly love what i'm doing, or choose to do something else that i will love, but know that i will probably struggle for the rest of my life.
I think for now, i'm going to choose the more responsible route.
I'm learning that I can't always have what I want in the short term. Sometimes you have to wait for delayed gratification. All I can do is try to make the best out of what I have.
Things that I am grateful for:
*church, becoming closer to God, finding a sense of purpose in this world, knowing that he will not give me anything that I cannot handle...he knows my capabilities better than I do
*Tyler, my constant smiles when I am with him, his love and support in anything and everything that I do, and his ability to always make this world seem like a better place
*my family, their unconditional love and support, and the fact tha twe can all be so different yet connected
*my friends, who are few in number but great in character...i love each of you
*hobbies to keep me busy and keep me learning
*the fact that I am blessed enough to be given an education, something most do not have the opportunity to receive
*music...it can change my mood like a light switch
*and coffee
I'm at a crossroads...continu on with nursing school, knowing that I will have a successful life, but that i won't truly love what i'm doing, or choose to do something else that i will love, but know that i will probably struggle for the rest of my life.
I think for now, i'm going to choose the more responsible route.
I'm learning that I can't always have what I want in the short term. Sometimes you have to wait for delayed gratification. All I can do is try to make the best out of what I have.
Things that I am grateful for:
*church, becoming closer to God, finding a sense of purpose in this world, knowing that he will not give me anything that I cannot handle...he knows my capabilities better than I do
*Tyler, my constant smiles when I am with him, his love and support in anything and everything that I do, and his ability to always make this world seem like a better place
*my family, their unconditional love and support, and the fact tha twe can all be so different yet connected
*my friends, who are few in number but great in character...i love each of you
*hobbies to keep me busy and keep me learning
*the fact that I am blessed enough to be given an education, something most do not have the opportunity to receive
*music...it can change my mood like a light switch
*and coffee