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i ......don't even know how to describe the things running through my mind today........rickey told me yesterday that a kid that he swam with/against for HF hung himself tuesday while he was away at college. it makes me mad that people let people be alone. didn't he have someone to talk to? did he try to talk to someone and they wouldn't listen? because i've been there before, believe me, and its not a good place. just to know that for other people, they actually do cross that line to actually going THROUGH with it. like........life is so fucking weird......why are we all here together? and who the fuck put us here and why........
hmph...ummm i don't know how to put all of my thoughts into words right now...i kind of go through phases of weird mood changes and shit.......reading the obituraries really gets me......that all of these people that die have families that miss them and want them back. but it can't happen and thats really weird......that there's a moment.......one minute you're alive....the next, your heart isn't beating....i don't know if i'm creepy or what.....but stuff like that really gets me......just knowing in my heart that thats it. thats the end. theres nothing else. no matter what anyone says...you simply just don't exist anymore. the thought of it is hypnotizing to me
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Awake on my airplane
Awake on my airplane
My skin is bear
My skin is theirs
Awake on my airplane
Awake on my airplane
My skin is bare
My skin is theirs
I feel like a newborn
And I feel like a newborn
Awake on my airplane
Awake on my airplane
I feel so real
Chorus:
Could you take my picture
'Cuz I won't remember
Could you take my picture
'Cuz I won't remember
Could you take my picture
'Cuz I won't remember
Yeah
I don't believe in
I don't believe in
In your sanctity
Your privacy
I don't believe in
I don't believe in
Sanctity
A hypocrisy
Could everyone agree that
No one should be left alone
Could everyone agree that
They should not be left alone yeah
And I feel like a newborn
And I feel like a newborn
Kicking and screaming
Chorus
Hey dad what do you think about your son now
Ah hey dad what do you think about your son now
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hmph...ummm i don't know how to put all of my thoughts into words right now...i kind of go through phases of weird mood changes and shit.......reading the obituraries really gets me......that all of these people that die have families that miss them and want them back. but it can't happen and thats really weird......that there's a moment.......one minute you're alive....the next, your heart isn't beating....i don't know if i'm creepy or what.....but stuff like that really gets me......just knowing in my heart that thats it. thats the end. theres nothing else. no matter what anyone says...you simply just don't exist anymore. the thought of it is hypnotizing to me
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Awake on my airplane
Awake on my airplane
My skin is bear
My skin is theirs
Awake on my airplane
Awake on my airplane
My skin is bare
My skin is theirs
I feel like a newborn
And I feel like a newborn
Awake on my airplane
Awake on my airplane
I feel so real
Chorus:
Could you take my picture
'Cuz I won't remember
Could you take my picture
'Cuz I won't remember
Could you take my picture
'Cuz I won't remember
Yeah
I don't believe in
I don't believe in
In your sanctity
Your privacy
I don't believe in
I don't believe in
Sanctity
A hypocrisy
Could everyone agree that
No one should be left alone
Could everyone agree that
They should not be left alone yeah
And I feel like a newborn
And I feel like a newborn
Kicking and screaming
Chorus
Hey dad what do you think about your son now
Ah hey dad what do you think about your son now
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