hmmmm
yesterday was a hard day... i was sad and so brandi and i had a " we hate boys" day and it worked out pretty good. Pizza breadsticks 25 cent pops and 3 moives: Across the Universe, The Holiday, and Moulian Rouse. it was amazing. i fell yesterday...on the ice... and got all my electronics wet.. and pissed me off. so we bought ice cream. ben and jerry's is amazing and knows how to cure anything.
Today was great up until 10 minutes ago...when i saw him...in bigelow...with some girl, who was beautiful. and it wasn't me. I know he saw me. He turned and tried to make me not see his face...then goes down my hall. it still breaks my heart to this day that we are so distant. i dont want to be. but he obviously uses me and doesn't like me. I was a fool to even think anything could happen. :(
Today was great up until 10 minutes ago...when i saw him...in bigelow...with some girl, who was beautiful. and it wasn't me. I know he saw me. He turned and tried to make me not see his face...then goes down my hall. it still breaks my heart to this day that we are so distant. i dont want to be. but he obviously uses me and doesn't like me. I was a fool to even think anything could happen. :(