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It's funny how people change. Its really almost sad. It makes you think about the past and how things were better, and then it makes you think about the future and how things will never be "better" again. Its funny how someone elses poor decisions affect others so much even if it isn't direct. We're all growing up, and unfortunatly i may have grown in a different direction from a lot of the people I never thought i'd grow apart from. I'm not like them. I do not agree with the decisions they have made. maybe that makes them the better person, maybe i'm still a kid who never grew up. Maybe i'm just talking out of my butt. Oh well. I think the pain will lessen when we leave in june, it will be easier to pretend they are out of your life because you left for college. I think thats how i'll look at it.