Feb 19, 2005 21:22
today has been boring. Did somethinking and I think I am even more confused now then I was this morning. I don't understand why life has to be so freaking complicated. I kinda hate not being busy right now it lets my mind wander and that is something I don't want. Although yesterday was really funny Anna was trying to get into one of the photoalbums that I had no intention of letting her into unless she gussed it correctly. I was falling over laughing because I knew without the link you would never guess it. They came up with some intresting deffinitions of the initials though. Some rather disgusting others just funny. I was in a sarcastic mood yesterday, I think alot of shock wore off and its been crashing down. Its been hard dealing with that. So I took it out in away that was bad idea but is not uncommen for me to do. I have been thing I need to do it, but I am not sure I am still realy confused. I also keep wandering how i got myself into this mess. I knew better but ugh..... what did I do wrong.