Very disappointed in myself lately

[la_jayne]

I had been planning on writing a whiny self pitying entry about shit that doesn't matter until I just spent the last 15 minutes looking at one of the Darfur groups on Facebook. I've been realizing a lot lately how sheltered and unaware I and too many others are. I think I wrote an entry before about not going anywhere with my nursing, but I can't imagine being okay with not doing anything to help anybody that is suffering to such unimaginable degrees. If I am learning skills that can help people who need it so much, it would be so wrong of me not to use them that way.

I need to push myself more and stop being so goddamn lazy.