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I'm close to a minority here. I'm white and I'm straight.
I got so spacy during my three hour night class thinking about things that I've been pushing away because I think that I'm in a different world here and I don't have to think about them anymore. And yet, they come back into my head and distract me and I can never come up with a resolution for my feelings and thoughts on certain topics. And that makes me think that I shouldn't make any decisions about those certain things because my feelings and thoughts change all the time depending on my mood and situation. And then some people bring themselves back to my thoughts and stir up things that I really thought I was okay with putting to rest.
I sleep a lot at night but I'm always exhausted during the days.
I'm going to bed, I get too emotional when I'm tired.
I got so spacy during my three hour night class thinking about things that I've been pushing away because I think that I'm in a different world here and I don't have to think about them anymore. And yet, they come back into my head and distract me and I can never come up with a resolution for my feelings and thoughts on certain topics. And that makes me think that I shouldn't make any decisions about those certain things because my feelings and thoughts change all the time depending on my mood and situation. And then some people bring themselves back to my thoughts and stir up things that I really thought I was okay with putting to rest.
I sleep a lot at night but I'm always exhausted during the days.
I'm going to bed, I get too emotional when I'm tired.