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So I know I've made an entry about it before, but seriously, there is nothing better than the weight of a sleeping baby. That little boy owns me.
I was thinking today. I think that maybe he made me into a person I didn't really wanna be. I am very grateful for a lot of things he has shown me about being a good person and how he thinks the world and people should be viewed. But maybe it was a little too extreme for me. I need more gray areas in my life. Sometimes he reads this, so I'm not saying he sees everything in black and white, just the way I perceived him it felt like there was too much for me. I'm such a different person since it's been over, but I'm very much like I was before him. I will always love him and the ways that he has changed me, but now I must continue to work through how I really want to be.
I was thinking today. I think that maybe he made me into a person I didn't really wanna be. I am very grateful for a lot of things he has shown me about being a good person and how he thinks the world and people should be viewed. But maybe it was a little too extreme for me. I need more gray areas in my life. Sometimes he reads this, so I'm not saying he sees everything in black and white, just the way I perceived him it felt like there was too much for me. I'm such a different person since it's been over, but I'm very much like I was before him. I will always love him and the ways that he has changed me, but now I must continue to work through how I really want to be.