Motherfucking life, man. Life.
I love life. It's never boring. Yeah, there can be boring moments, but those don't count in the long run. There are so many ups and downs, and sometimes, the downs aren't as bad as you'd think they would be. And then sometimes they're worse than you would think. "'Cause it's a bitter sweet symphony this life." I saw the man who wrote that perform it the other night. That was pretty cool.
I know a lot of really good people. I love my friends. I hate leaving people. I miss people.
Spring is a time of change. I am single for the first time in two years. Pretty much in over two years. I was with Ryan and then Matt with like a two month break in between. It might be good for me. I'll miss a lot of things. I like being in a relationship. I love Matt. But now I'll get to do things that a relationship prevents you from doing. And I don't want that taken the wrong way. It just means that now I can make decisions that have only to do with me and I don't really have to consider how it affects someone else. But you've gotta understand that I go back and forth in this situation. It can be really hard sometimes. But like I said at the beginning of this entry. Life is good and it goes on and you gotta keep going with it.
Molly and Julie are coming up tongiht. That should be a lot of fun. I've gotta find something for us to do. Hopefully we won't get into too much trouble. I'm pretty excited, I love these girls.
I probably love you if you're reading this!!!!
I know a lot of really good people. I love my friends. I hate leaving people. I miss people.
Spring is a time of change. I am single for the first time in two years. Pretty much in over two years. I was with Ryan and then Matt with like a two month break in between. It might be good for me. I'll miss a lot of things. I like being in a relationship. I love Matt. But now I'll get to do things that a relationship prevents you from doing. And I don't want that taken the wrong way. It just means that now I can make decisions that have only to do with me and I don't really have to consider how it affects someone else. But you've gotta understand that I go back and forth in this situation. It can be really hard sometimes. But like I said at the beginning of this entry. Life is good and it goes on and you gotta keep going with it.
Molly and Julie are coming up tongiht. That should be a lot of fun. I've gotta find something for us to do. Hopefully we won't get into too much trouble. I'm pretty excited, I love these girls.
I probably love you if you're reading this!!!!