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I'm not one of those who usually enjoys chick flicks because they seem so fake to me but at the same time they're my favorite type of movie just because it's nice to have such an imagination... Every single movie where they're only together to fool people and end up falling in love, make me wish I could find something like that... makes me wonder why I never want to get married... why I choose to be single and push away those people who get too close to me.
I think I'm supposed to stay in the country, it's been a huge struggle going on inside my head on whether I'm supposed to be living in the city and standing behind gay rights or whether I should just live in a place where if your cell phone dies, no one panics nor do they care. I love the smell of the outdoors and I want a dog... a bloodhound, I can't have her without having a large yard. I think I'm getting closer and closer to running and finding out where I'm supposed to be running to is going to help me quite a bit. I'm ready to do something with my life... something big... and I have to get out of this town, away from my family who loves me too much. Somewhere to call home, somewhere I know will make a difference, maybe someone to come home to (that's still up in the air).
I think I'm supposed to stay in the country, it's been a huge struggle going on inside my head on whether I'm supposed to be living in the city and standing behind gay rights or whether I should just live in a place where if your cell phone dies, no one panics nor do they care. I love the smell of the outdoors and I want a dog... a bloodhound, I can't have her without having a large yard. I think I'm getting closer and closer to running and finding out where I'm supposed to be running to is going to help me quite a bit. I'm ready to do something with my life... something big... and I have to get out of this town, away from my family who loves me too much. Somewhere to call home, somewhere I know will make a difference, maybe someone to come home to (that's still up in the air).