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Went to Dallas this weekend for Kelli's wedding, it was kind of odd... the first time I've ever been in a church and the wedding was performed by a female and there was no alcohol allowed, which was strange for an aggie wedding.
Curtis and I went and it was kind of strange b/c we didn't have sex, we didn't even really try to... I don't know what was up.
On the way there I got a flat in Byran when I was picking up Curtis, it made us way later than I wanted to be and $216 dollars broker... god damn pot holes! Curtis only made fun of me, it only made me feel worse.
We stopped at his parents' house on the way back home, I got to meet his sister who was house sitting while his parents were in Hawaii, his dog was there too and was ever so happy to see her daddy.
I also got a ticket while driving home... going 82 in a 70, it was stupid but I'll have to pay for it because I took defensive driving for my accident back in November. Grrr... more money just doing down the drain! Shit happens... I'm already paying about $500 a month on insurance what's another couple hundred, I hate being poor... need to get a second job just to pay for the car to drive me there.
I really want to play a board game... I haven't played anything in a long long while...
So Amanda was here this past week, I do believe she's gone now and not once did she come see me or even try to see me... kind of hurt for a second since I just opened up to her and said I'd actually want her to be there for the long road... I think I'm over it... I mean I've always felt that way but was too proud to let her know... and since I finally have, it's probably too late... I don't feel like I'm missing too much without her here though, I thought it would have felt differently but it's not as painful as I figured... and too be honest I don't feel much at all and I expected I would. What a cliche saying:"she's dead to me" he he.
I'd still like to become a stripper, I need to start working out again but I think that's what I'm going to start taking classes for after Christmas.
Curtis and I went and it was kind of strange b/c we didn't have sex, we didn't even really try to... I don't know what was up.
On the way there I got a flat in Byran when I was picking up Curtis, it made us way later than I wanted to be and $216 dollars broker... god damn pot holes! Curtis only made fun of me, it only made me feel worse.
We stopped at his parents' house on the way back home, I got to meet his sister who was house sitting while his parents were in Hawaii, his dog was there too and was ever so happy to see her daddy.
I also got a ticket while driving home... going 82 in a 70, it was stupid but I'll have to pay for it because I took defensive driving for my accident back in November. Grrr... more money just doing down the drain! Shit happens... I'm already paying about $500 a month on insurance what's another couple hundred, I hate being poor... need to get a second job just to pay for the car to drive me there.
I really want to play a board game... I haven't played anything in a long long while...
So Amanda was here this past week, I do believe she's gone now and not once did she come see me or even try to see me... kind of hurt for a second since I just opened up to her and said I'd actually want her to be there for the long road... I think I'm over it... I mean I've always felt that way but was too proud to let her know... and since I finally have, it's probably too late... I don't feel like I'm missing too much without her here though, I thought it would have felt differently but it's not as painful as I figured... and too be honest I don't feel much at all and I expected I would. What a cliche saying:"she's dead to me" he he.
I'd still like to become a stripper, I need to start working out again but I think that's what I'm going to start taking classes for after Christmas.