Updatage!
It's 2.20am. I should sleep. My sleeping's gone all screwy. Moreso than it normally does in the holidays. I didn't get to sleep 'til like 5am last night, and then I got up at 10. It's not that I can't sleep, I'm just not tired. I guess that's sort of the same thing. But I don't even go to bed until too late because I know there's no point, and when I get up there I don't sleep. I don't get it. Before Christmas, I would sleep like 11 hours a night, but still be tired most of the day. I was lazy shit extraordinaire. But now I'm just not tired, even when I barely sleep. I don't get it. But at least my eating's been more normalised. I guess my body just can't cope with everything doing what it's meant to.
I have my first driving lesson tomorrow. I don't know why on NYE day. I'll probably kill people. I think I'm sort of nervous, I don't want it to be something I'm not good at, or can't do. Because it's something I'm going to need to do, but I don't like things I'm not good at, and I don't like it when I have to put effort in. I'm not so good with that.
I have my first driving lesson tomorrow. I don't know why on NYE day. I'll probably kill people. I think I'm sort of nervous, I don't want it to be something I'm not good at, or can't do. Because it's something I'm going to need to do, but I don't like things I'm not good at, and I don't like it when I have to put effort in. I'm not so good with that.