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I hadnt broken down in a long time. I woke up feeling so down and not really knowing why. I blame stress but is that it? I feel unhappy here at home right now. Im sick of being treated like a child still. Im 21 not 12. You may think, well just move out! I wish I could but I dont have a dime saved up. My parents want to move to Carlsbad by the end of this year and expect me to go with them. My dad is almost sure he is going in october and getting an apartment for now. I hate my job...still. I drove to Aimees before work and had a good cry, but it left me feeling shitty. Everything made me upset. I miss my bf. I need him here. Another long distance relationship. Hoo-fucking-rah.
Aimee and I are going to the beach tomorrow. Im looking forward to laying out rather than be at work.
Aimee and I are going to the beach tomorrow. Im looking forward to laying out rather than be at work.