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welp today is sunday. i was late for church becuz my sister had my keys in her purse so i didnt go to church. so for the rest of the day i guess im just gonna sit around and be bored. fun huh. my life is boring. tomorrow for memorial day i am going to go see my grandpas grave. he died in 2000. i miss him so much. i still cry when i think about him.
i talked to jayson yesterday for the first time in a week. amazing huh. i dont know what to do. he doesnt try to work things out our anything. its like hes pushing me away slowly so not to hurt me. when he doesnt realize it hurts a lot. sigh..:o( im gonna go be bored. later
Melissa