Hm....scary....
Wow...it's been 31 weeks since I've updated this. I always tell myself, every time I post something, "i'm gonna be more active on this; i'm gonna actually journal." But I never do. I could never get into diaries much as it was. I love writing, but when it's about myself...nope. But the summer is coming on once again, as it always does, and as usual, here I am, picking up my activity. Several thousand fandoms later (most unsuccessful) I'm still writing my stories, still obsessing over plots and timelines and characters and angst, and after 3 years, I don't think that's changing.
A lot's happened this year..a lot a lot...Too much to write about, and more than I remember. We'll see what the summer brings. Two more weeks until I'm a big bad senior. It's a little scary, now that I think about it...making sure I have all my testing requirements...colleges jockying for my applications, prom, boys...I'm just waiting for life to slow down, but I don't think it's going to. I remember, when I was in elementary school and middle school, the year used to crawl, and I could hardly wait for summer to be here. Then I hit high school, and I'm wondering where the time went. I think about things I should have done differently...things I regret and things I wish would happen again. Things I wish I'd said and things I wish I hadn't. It's hard, knowing that the easiest time of my life is almost over. Scary, too. Oh well. We'll see what happens. Not much more you can do than that, I suppose.