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This trip to memphis was so real and honest.
I stayed with my mom's friends family, they were amazing.I had my own bathroom!
Saturday Charles picked me up and we ate breakfast and caught up before he went to work. I then spent the day with one of his roomates ashley, which was crazy. When Charles came back from work we went grocery shopping and I made him dinner.It was one of the best dates we had. 4 hours later, he decided that he needed to take a break.
If a break up could go well,that's how this went. He was the so kind and loving and the most emotional person I have ever seen.(this is weird because he usually isn't emotional).
He says he knows that we'll get back together,but he wants to be sure that I'm it.He needs sometime to think.(I think,he'll come around).We've always said that we would not be consistent and break-up before we end up together, but never did I think it would be this soon when I'm moving to Memphis in less than 6 months.......
There will be a light at the end of this tunnel, whether we get back together or if I find someone new. I didn't think I could love someone that much and if I don't get to love Charles again, then I have a whole lot of love to give someone, and that excties me.
In saying this, I'm back into my shell waiting for the light.
My heart hurts.
I stayed with my mom's friends family, they were amazing.I had my own bathroom!
Saturday Charles picked me up and we ate breakfast and caught up before he went to work. I then spent the day with one of his roomates ashley, which was crazy. When Charles came back from work we went grocery shopping and I made him dinner.It was one of the best dates we had. 4 hours later, he decided that he needed to take a break.
If a break up could go well,that's how this went. He was the so kind and loving and the most emotional person I have ever seen.(this is weird because he usually isn't emotional).
He says he knows that we'll get back together,but he wants to be sure that I'm it.He needs sometime to think.(I think,he'll come around).We've always said that we would not be consistent and break-up before we end up together, but never did I think it would be this soon when I'm moving to Memphis in less than 6 months.......
There will be a light at the end of this tunnel, whether we get back together or if I find someone new. I didn't think I could love someone that much and if I don't get to love Charles again, then I have a whole lot of love to give someone, and that excties me.
In saying this, I'm back into my shell waiting for the light.
My heart hurts.