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wow.... I haven't written in a long time... today sucked. I woke up sick and lost 2 babysitting jobs because i can't contaminate little children. I don't know why but lately i've been really sad. i guess it's because i want something more than anything in the world and i know i can't have it. and everytime i think about how much i want it, it just seems further and further away... u mean more than the world to someone.