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[la_bri_ishott]

just some thoughts ....

i love my guy friends
i love my now JUNIOR friends

i hate always being in competition

i hate lies

i don't think i ask that much, but apparently i do

i'm tired of jeremy hating me

i've forgiven much worse things of other people, all i ask is forgiveness back

i'm excited for tech

i'm excited for SCA camp to be over

i'm nervous about hockey since i pretty much am physically incapable of running

i don't know how to approach someone i used to be completely comfortable with

i wonder if these things ever really fade out and are forgotten

or will it always be a little tick on my heart and my conscious

maybe i'm being a bitch, but general consensus agrees with me

i mean really, is it THAT much to ask??

no, it's not

i need to surround myself with people who won't hurt me

cause that tends to be my pattern

wow and just had a huge talk with my mom about being the failure third child

but i think we're on good terms

but i may be grounded until college essays are done

so yeahh

anyways

im out

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