le weekend
what a RANDOM weekend i've had, the strangest this year by far! started on friday when chris and i went to the zodiac to meet jo et joey and their college mates, when we walked in the zodiac there were tables and chairs so we joined jo and joey and a guy came on stage with a hurdy gurdy and started playing turkish folk tunes, was so good though the kinda music u would charm snakes with, then two guys came on, one of whom looke d like the dude from the simpsons who sells comics and the other an immigrant and they did this north african music, apparently if they played like that in africa they would be called satanists! we thought adam's band were on next but no, 'tha naked mystic' came on. he was a middle aged man wearing fish nets and a black kimono with doc martens on. he walked really slowly and precisely holding a red cushion in the shape of a heart and he did a monologue about love and sex and how different generations view both of them, suddenly his kimono dropped to the floor! revealing a thong, he slid his fishnets off and his thing too! turned round and gave a full frontal showing of himself, have never laughed so much ever, big up to him tho for doing it, when he came out in his normal clothes he looked like he should be a climbing instructor or something. joey introduced me to america ben who looked like munky from korn he spent the rest of the evening shouting my name across the room =\, adams band came on they rocked and chris and i left after climbing on the roof to get bus home. on the bus a boy called karl started stroking my hair was well weird and i made loadsa friends lol with his friends, i went to sit at the front of the bus for some quiet leaving chris with karl who was trying to get him to lick his ear lol and the boy opposite me smiled at me and started chatting. we then realised we kinda knew each other so he came back to my house with chris, bout 1.30am i rang them a taxi, at 2 it still hadnt come, neil rang up jet and bollocked them they said theyd been knocking on the doorn and stuff but they so hadnt so neil said to the bloked on the phone the house blatently has the number four on it and went outside to look himself, i then realised i live at number five, four is round the other side lol, he hung up and we got another taxi from another company to come, they left at 2.30, at 3 i went to bed and had to be up at 5 ready for work at 6. finished at 2 and went home for quick nap then to pub, met up with jo and chris in the hop pole which looks awesome under big gay jamie and his families managementthe bands on were wicked, even better rhys james and martin were there too, james look sooooo sexy with his hair longer miaow i tell thee, he gave me a shoulder rub which i enjoyed immensley lol who wouldnt? got with the guitarist of the first band, he was such a babe, got really drunk and ambled home bout midnight, came online til 1 where i discovered brian had mailed me, i feel bout him now, he said maybe getting back together or staying with me but in a few months too much going on at mo, i think hes right, am glad hes my friend again but hes not as close to me as he was, think he might be scared i'll hurt him, thats how i feel too though! lukey was right bout there'll always be one person u love forever for him its debbie and me its brian innit, *sigh* that guitarrist did me good LMAO.after being online went to bed up at 6 for work at 7 which sucked and here i am! oh iain gave me a badge like a target today and a piece of reciept paper with ''if you could hear a piano fall you could hear me coming down the hall, if i could just hear your pretty voice i dont think i'd need to see at all'' i took it as a compliment, i love iain so much he rocks my lil world oh! brightens up mys undays at work anyway, am warming to stuart a lot more too, hes actually a sweetie. laura just texted me, her and chris have broke up again, shes totally crying and shit, i know how she feels, she wants to go out tonight, i cant physically manage it tho =/ am cream crackered and i think she should have a bath and try and sleep, she'll see things a lil clearer tomorrow maybe, it took me three long fucking months to see things clear and not in a rose tainted way. phillippa is coming back from uni in a week hoorah, girly chats to look forward to rather then just msn or phone calls, it'll be awesome. cant wait to see million dead, franz, snow patro, delaysl and no comply at the zodiac/brookes in next few months will be cool. ''underneath it all'' is playing now, i love this song, such a chillout and feel good vibe as well as being the cutesiest song by the gorgeous no doubt. ash keeps pranking my phone naughty him! keep thinking bout brian which is wrong, cant help the way i feel, he said i shouldnt apologise for my behaviour and he shouldnt have to for his too, whatever i think he owes me an apology but im not gonna pursue an argument, gonna wait a few days til i reply to his mail. stupid bitch from mk kees trying to wind me up, i elimanated her tho muhahaha no more, going for dinner now oh yeah luke if u read this ur not fat baby oh u so beautiful! ;-)