wow...where have i been?????
so ok i believe the last time i updated was like so long ago. well anyways the austin competition was great. we took first and we got high point champions which means we got the hershey award. so everyone on our squad got a 5lb bar of chocolate. yah and that is super cool because now when we compete next weekend at the alamodome for nationals we are automatically in 1st and we only compete once. so a lot has happened in these past 2 weeks, well yah sam broke up with me like 2 thursdays ago. and he wanted to get back together and started to say that we never broke up in the first place. that is BS. and yah so as of now we are not together. on friday i told him to stop trying and to leave it as it is. i guess i'm just tired of being lied to and cheated on. i knew this would happen but i didn't expect it to happen this soon. looks like this will be the first valentine's day i spend by myself. yah i'm sad and stuff...but everything happens for a reason and i guess its for the best. its time to move on to better things. but yah i will always be here for him no matter what and yah i'll still love him but i guess in a real different way.