wow i've been super busy.
i'm (????) thinking of moving back to madison.
i'm really happy living in chicago but it's so expensive and sometimes i just want to lay back and relax but there's no room to do that. if i moved back to madison i could live in my favorite part of town in an adorable 2 bedroom apartment my parents own. it would be so cute. i'd have to go to school but i think i'd get more work done in madison because there's not as much going on here. plus i could probably handle a job. but then i'd be missing out on all the huge multi-cultural opportunities that chicago offers (pretty essential to my major). my biggest problem in life right now is wanting to do so many things and worrying i won't have time or just won't be able to do them all. i'm pretty sure i'm not going to finish school at depaul, and i guess right now i'm thinking about staying in chicago and transferring to columbia, picking up all my shit and straight up moving to peru, or coming back to madison ... or what if i just pack my bags and just hitchhike around the country until i feel like coming home?? but where would that be??
it's funny because i'm homesick right now and i'm in madison, at "home".