Why does life have to be fucked up
its been a long time. I hardly write in here anymore. Right now i am so confused, my life is over. Well i wish it was so i wouldnt have to worry about anything. sara and i are just........ i dont know i confuse her i confuse myself. I also need help, but she doesnt want to get help and wont she doesnt like it, so i guess if she wantes to live like that the rest of her life then go for it. Iknow she doesnt like it. it make me wonder why she wants to be like that. I know she says he tried it and it doenst work, but that was forever ago. please please try i just dont know why. i still wanted to be with her. i just dont know thats all i say but thats all i can say right now. My life is FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats all there is to it. i wish i could start life over, but of course that cant happen. I would change so many things. WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my life is over!!!!! fuck,damn it, fuck off,screw you, let me jump off a bridge......solve all the problems......bye