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i was just sitting around thinking. and at first i was like damn i miss having a girl for a bestfriend. ya know when you would have about a thousand inside jokes. i mean we had so many we forgot some of them somtimes. just we could laugh for hours at eachother and ourselves. someone i know i could always call and just chat with. well just all the things you do with a girl bestfriend. and i really started to miss it. and then i recalled all the backstabbing that gets done when girls become friends. and all the hurt and pain they can cause. and i don't want to deal with that. i don't ever want that horrible feeling i got to ever come back. ever. so even though somtimes he can't understand everything about me and doesn't always find the things i think are completely funny even humoras at all. its okay because he could never give me that feeling. plus he is a pretty sweet bestfriend. and i'm glad he's mine.