Mar 13, 2006 14:37
I have no idea what's going on with me and Sam. It's like I tell him everything there is to know about me. I could easily say that the guy knows me better than anyone around here does. Sorry Rhiannon, you and Sam will have to fight for the position of who knows me better.
Just as Sam feels like he has lost John, I feel I've lost Rhiannon. Her life just doesn't include me, whether it be because I'm not allowed to see her or that her boyfriend is more important than me. Which doesn't make sense because I'm just as important as John.. I'm her GIRLFRIEND!
I've finally discovered why my Mom has been so terribly bitchy and angry all of the time. She has an ovarian cyst. One of them ruptured and it caused her to have some problems with her period and what not. It's weird because I had a dream that had something to do with that. It creeped me out.
I'm kind of tired, I think I might take a nap. Sam is at this thing in Boston, he's eating samples of fish and stuff. I dunno. His uncle took him to go. He said he should be back around Seven or Eight. Which gives me time to nap and do my homework.
That's all I need to do because I have no friends to see and no one to call or talk to. So here we go with me being lonely again. Surprise, Surprise.
*Spectacular, Spectacular.*
<3 Love.