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Christmas wasn't that great. I got a laptop and I'm watching Bad Santa. Those are the highlights of my day. Other than that. Christmas was a disaster. A lonely fucking disaster.
Today is mine and Sammy's one year anniversary and we've been bickering all day. I miss him so much. I can't stand it. And now he's leaving me again in two days. Less than that. I'm sad. And he's barely talking to me. He keeps "calling me back." I hate this shit.
I'm trying to find colleges to go to. I'm never going to be able to figure this out. Sammy isn't much help he doesn't have a lot of patience with me and researching about our fucking future. But whatever.
I love him. That's all that matters. I have to remember this. It's my love for him that will keep me going.
Happy Christmas.
Today is mine and Sammy's one year anniversary and we've been bickering all day. I miss him so much. I can't stand it. And now he's leaving me again in two days. Less than that. I'm sad. And he's barely talking to me. He keeps "calling me back." I hate this shit.
I'm trying to find colleges to go to. I'm never going to be able to figure this out. Sammy isn't much help he doesn't have a lot of patience with me and researching about our fucking future. But whatever.
I love him. That's all that matters. I have to remember this. It's my love for him that will keep me going.
Happy Christmas.