hey there delilah
You don't need me, Rhiannon. You'll survive without me. John's there. Sam's there. You've got Mommy, Tom, Sara and Nanny. They always there and they love you.
Megan and I have been easily replaced, within the past year we've replaced each other in your best friend seat and now I guess it's someone else's turn to help you take on your problems, and feel "loved" and be your "girlfriend".
I know not what you need, want or feel. You have chosen for it to be this way. You refuse to make those things clear. As I'm growing up, I'm learning who's intentions are meant to do what, harm or help.
I believe you meant to help but instead of returning your love and help, I returned harm..because now that's all I have to give.
I'm a cold, selfish, massicistic, angry, self-hating, bitchy, moody reject. There are plenty more of these types of people who will love you, hate you, envy you and fuck you over. I'm one of the many, don't forget that. Just forget me.
Megan and I have been easily replaced, within the past year we've replaced each other in your best friend seat and now I guess it's someone else's turn to help you take on your problems, and feel "loved" and be your "girlfriend".
I know not what you need, want or feel. You have chosen for it to be this way. You refuse to make those things clear. As I'm growing up, I'm learning who's intentions are meant to do what, harm or help.
I believe you meant to help but instead of returning your love and help, I returned harm..because now that's all I have to give.
I'm a cold, selfish, massicistic, angry, self-hating, bitchy, moody reject. There are plenty more of these types of people who will love you, hate you, envy you and fuck you over. I'm one of the many, don't forget that. Just forget me.