Nervous. Breakdown.
Yeah so Saturday night I had a nervous breakdown because my boyfriend is becoming an alcoholic and it makes me want to crucify myself.
Oh and most things were going so well too. It's a shame.
I just got back from Felecia's house. I was playing Jacks there.
I learned how to play a bunch of Jacks games while I was at her house today after we smoked a little. Yep. It was pretty fun. Hanging out with Becky is fun. But it would have been ever more fun if Magda was there. But she's grounded as hell. Her parents probably have her on lock-down right now as I type. G-hey!
My mom is getting really pissed off at me because I keep calling everyone a "jerk" including her. She's getting annoyed because I'm saying it habitually. I just can't stop. It's the best word ever. Sam's birthday is on Friday and I still have one more thing to get him. Maybe two. Anyway. I have to go downtown tomorrow after my Orthodontist appointment and after I drop off Becky's Jacks to her house.
Ugh. The Orthodontist is TORTURE! I should be getting them off soon anyway. I just don't know when. They avoid telling me at all costs because they said before the summer.. like Mid-Spring-time. And that's what time of Season it is now.. so they're lying to me a lot. I've been a braces-kid for at least three years now. It's getting a little annoying and G-hey!
Anyway, I'm going to go eat some food and hopefully Sam will be over after he picks up and drops off his Dad at his house. I'm scared of his Dad. I'm not sure why, maybe it's because everytime he talks to sam he's not talking he's Yelling-like-Crazy. I miss being at my Dad's house a little bit. There's nothing to do here. I just sit in my room and watch Tv by myself, eat ice cream by myself, listen to music by myself, write in this stupid journal, check myspace, do homework(except not really), take my medication, do su doku and that's kinda it.. and all of this is done.. with me, myself and i. Yeah. SOLO!
- by the way, I got a new ringtone it's "Champagne Supernova" by Oasis<3
xJe suis suelx
Oh and most things were going so well too. It's a shame.
I just got back from Felecia's house. I was playing Jacks there.
I learned how to play a bunch of Jacks games while I was at her house today after we smoked a little. Yep. It was pretty fun. Hanging out with Becky is fun. But it would have been ever more fun if Magda was there. But she's grounded as hell. Her parents probably have her on lock-down right now as I type. G-hey!
My mom is getting really pissed off at me because I keep calling everyone a "jerk" including her. She's getting annoyed because I'm saying it habitually. I just can't stop. It's the best word ever. Sam's birthday is on Friday and I still have one more thing to get him. Maybe two. Anyway. I have to go downtown tomorrow after my Orthodontist appointment and after I drop off Becky's Jacks to her house.
Ugh. The Orthodontist is TORTURE! I should be getting them off soon anyway. I just don't know when. They avoid telling me at all costs because they said before the summer.. like Mid-Spring-time. And that's what time of Season it is now.. so they're lying to me a lot. I've been a braces-kid for at least three years now. It's getting a little annoying and G-hey!
Anyway, I'm going to go eat some food and hopefully Sam will be over after he picks up and drops off his Dad at his house. I'm scared of his Dad. I'm not sure why, maybe it's because everytime he talks to sam he's not talking he's Yelling-like-Crazy. I miss being at my Dad's house a little bit. There's nothing to do here. I just sit in my room and watch Tv by myself, eat ice cream by myself, listen to music by myself, write in this stupid journal, check myspace, do homework(except not really), take my medication, do su doku and that's kinda it.. and all of this is done.. with me, myself and i. Yeah. SOLO!
- by the way, I got a new ringtone it's "Champagne Supernova" by Oasis<3
xJe suis suelx