so now its me updating not jc
SO yes I am updating. I, believe it or not got off my ass sat down on my ass again in the computer chair and started to update MYSELF!!!!! Not my evil twin, a clone, or even JC....but me. Me baby, ME
A few things to point out that I ponder while laying awake on endless nights (not really but yea)
- Christmas is tomorrow and I am not even pumped. Not a smidgen or even a little pinch. Im just like cool just another day right? Well do you guys remember that when we were younger Christmas was the SHIT! I for real would actually lay awake at night and not get to sleep for my anticipation. I would start preparing for Christmas like weeks on end before it was even near. My sisters and I would get so into it. We made reindeer food which consisted of glitter and dried oatmeal that we would sprinkle all over the sidewalk so the reindeer could see it from the sky and have no chance of missing our house. We once even made a key for Santa get into our house with. You see at our shack we dont have an upidee chimney so Santa has to have someway to get in. Well we got him a key that we put on our door every year for him to get in with. We would also lay enough carrots out for all of the reindeer and leave homemade cookies out on the table by the door. Our parents would drink the milk and nibble on the cookie to make it look so real. I even remember once writing a note to Santa and made him a necklace so he could keep. Well to end it with this... the necklace was found two years later in a box with the letter and all the other shit I gave that mythical piece of shit. I showed it to my moma and she said that her and my dad kept it away all that time so that way we would believe Santa was the one giving us all those cool things. I say screw the reindeer food, the key, the milk and cookies, the carrots, and my nice necklace just for all of that. Now I am like the scrooge of Christmas. For the past few years things have just sucked for it. Mom has came Christmas eve drunk, dad and mom fought while we were opening gifts so us girls opened them on our own, last year mom didnt show up, and this year she is in jail. And tomorrow... waking up doing gifts with the sisters, goin to abbies, and going to the jail so I can see my mom in a tiny little window where we speak through a box for 15 minutes and dont have any physical contact.whooppdeee freakin do...well u know i guess someone always has it worse than you do so I sudlnt be bitchin. at least I have some stuff and some family still. I have home and what not. I shouldnt be a scrooge, so you know what I have to say Merry Christmas to you all.
- I really do love my slices. I havent spent as much time with the two of them as I have latley. We sorta were apart for a while but I didnt doubt that we would grow close again. they are m-azing and I love them. Shit is good with them and last night was a good time too. Bird and JC I love you. months till spring break
-Olivia, Alaina, Jennifer, and Lucas are BADASS. we are all baking cookies today like we do every year. I miss them when we dont spend a lot of time together. but around the hiolidays we see a lot more of eachother which is so nice. i like that about christmas.
- well olivia is bitchin' to get on. I hope everyone has a nice Christmas and a Merry New Year. Take it easy and be smart.
-PS I miss who? GUESS WHO? MY CARMEN HARMON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU WOMAN