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Ya melo is being a bitch right now. EEEEE my sister and shane are going back out! im so happy for her. i started crying when she told me lol. i kissed her like 34 times cause im a loser. i get too overly excited sometimes. ooo and she got accepted to westfield state! thats the best college in the state. and my mommy works there so she kinda was like hey let my daughter in. but ya they were going to let her in anyway cause shes so smart and pretty and great. god im just so happy for her. im going to miss her so much :( its going to be soo lonely in my house with jes getting married in may, becca going to college, my parents are going to drive me crazzyyy. ugh i just found out erica lied to me and made me feel like shit over it. so a wicked long time ago before me and dan were even going out we were all at justins house and i had just told dan about how me and erica made out when we were drunk but i thought he already knew. so erica got wicked pissed and in front of everyone like yelled at me for it. so i walked away and of course got wicked sad about it and just sat in justins basement wanting to kill myself cause i was so embarrassed. then i guess she told dan and josh that "she loves making me upset because she can" or something like that. so i confronted her about it and she freaked out. she was like "your choosing his word over mine!" and i felt wicked bad even though i knew dan would never lie to me, and he told me that before we even liked eachother. but of course she made me feel like shit for something she really did. i just asked josh about it today. so now i have 2 wittinesses and she cant back out of it. o god the next time we get in a fight im soo using that against her. oo ya and the day after she tells me she "loves me unconditionally" she talks shit about me in her live journal. real cool. im just...done with it. i dont care anymore. im too nice to yell at her i hate it. i wish i had some balls. i cant believe i actually wanted to be friends with her again, what is wrong with me? ughh i hate being nice!