Dec 18, 2006 01:36
living in a dorm, friends all around me.
if this is true why am i so alone?
yeah, why, why am i so alone?
i need someone here, right here.
yes someone here beside me.
your so far away, i cant reach you.
yeah thats why i am so alone.
the only mind close is so far away.
Yeah and you. i just want you to know
i want you to know that i dont regret
i dont regret pushing you away
because when it came to it,
you wouldnt have been there for me.
Look at you now, fucked up again.
I may be alone, but at least
at least i wont fall like you.
You- you were my friend. you were real.
where did you go? why arnt you around?
i cant even talk to you anymore,
something is their, their between us.
Shit i could walk less than a mile to see you
you could do the same for me. just a few
few months ago you would have welcomeds me
with open arms and an open heart.
now i dont even know who you are anymore.
all we are now is one alone one happy.
maybe you made the right choice to leave me behind.
you. you are the one person i can call friend.
the only friend i have close to me.
physically and emotionally. but are you really their?
when i need you most you postpone and forget.
you cant ever even make time for me. you can for him tho.
why is it that you can spare time for some but not for others?
do you even really care? or am i talking into diamond again?
never changing, anly appearing pleasent enough to keep me going?
i guess in a sick way i'll thank you for giving me this false hope.
as good as a friens as you are, i'd rather hate you then
be stuck in the middle of confusion once again.
turns out i only write in livejournal when i truly am depressed. you can guess that your one of these people, but your probably wrong.