it's the fact that the night before i had talked to him and told him how i had felt about the situation. that was after he and i had sex. i've been talking to him for a while now, as well. i've actually called you a few times AND left messages without return. he knew it'd piss me off and then he didn't want to admit it initially and when i said i knew, he lowered his voice. i'm trying to work things out with him. if you actually read my journal at all (which you must because you saw this entry) then you'd know that i miss him and i've been working to make things better with him. he slapped me in the face by showing up there which is why i'm pissed. i'm not upset with you at all. i have no reason to be. and as far as me being a friend to people, i haven't talked to really anyone in a while. i've been working more or less non-stop. it's just shitty that he played me the way he did. he'll go to the movies with me one night, have sex 2 times that night, be emotional, leave on a good note and then the next night be a complete asshole. i was just angry with him, not you. he thinks that because i talked to mike that it's equivalent.. mike's been trying to get he and i back together. that's what i talk to him about. it's just hard to still care about someone and then have that person start hanging around. it just sucks.
i'm trying to work things out with him. if you actually read my journal at all (which you must because you saw this entry) then you'd know that i miss him and i've been working to make things better with him.
he slapped me in the face by showing up there which is why i'm pissed. i'm not upset with you at all. i have no reason to be.
and as far as me being a friend to people, i haven't talked to really anyone in a while. i've been working more or less non-stop.
it's just shitty that he played me the way he did. he'll go to the movies with me one night, have sex 2 times that night, be emotional, leave on a good note and then the next night be a complete asshole.
i was just angry with him, not you. he thinks that because i talked to mike that it's equivalent.. mike's been trying to get he and i back together. that's what i talk to him about. it's just hard to still care about someone and then have that person start hanging around. it just sucks.
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