Stacey questions
Stacey asked me if I like Francisco as we walked to teh back. I was so caught off guard I answered truthfully. She nodded and was like, "I thought so. He's cute." I was like I know and told her how I'm not trying to go anywhere with it and that we're friends now and I don't want to mess with it. She seemed disappointed and asked me if he knew that I like him to which the honest answer is no, I have no idea. She said something about how her and Joe were before they got together. and I told her how i'd given up on him to which she was like "why?!". over all she came across really positive and supportive of my feelings for him which made me happy and feel good. I didn't feel judged or like she was trying to warn me off of him. We went on to talk about other cute guys in teh store and I told her about Billy. It was weird but for some reason intensely gratifying. I can't really talk like this to Ashley since she's close to him and there's just something about ashley that makes her hard to talk to about personal stuff. I feel like she would take that information and do something brash and bold and I'd feel uncomfortable adn out of control about it. And for some reason I feel like if I told her she'd be negative in some way. I feel like in her head me and Francisco, while friends, somehow don't exist to each other or relate in anyway except for being connected through her. There's a certain shallowness to my little friend.