This is the way I live....
in 2 days im going to be 18.
and i can't help but feel like nobodys going to be there for me.
i have a great group of friends at school, but i know that when my birthday comes, none of the friends i've had for the past couple of years are going to be there for me. for the past couple of months i've called, sent texts, left voicemails, left facebooks comments, done everything i could to try to make time for these people. i rarely ever even got a call back. some stayed longer than others, but ultimately the only person who's made any sort of attempt to stay friends with me has been mary.
i get the feeling i'm going to be very much alone on my birthday this year.
and i can't help but feel like nobodys going to be there for me.
i have a great group of friends at school, but i know that when my birthday comes, none of the friends i've had for the past couple of years are going to be there for me. for the past couple of months i've called, sent texts, left voicemails, left facebooks comments, done everything i could to try to make time for these people. i rarely ever even got a call back. some stayed longer than others, but ultimately the only person who's made any sort of attempt to stay friends with me has been mary.
i get the feeling i'm going to be very much alone on my birthday this year.