super fucking serious suckage
holy fuck, its been a long time since ive written in here...mainly cuz my net got shut off at home. Oh well...anyways wats new in my life hmmm...well i emptied my list again so only ppl that i like are on my list now...and none of those other ppl that piss me off are there and they aint gonna be on there ever again...ummm I'm sick and tired and my head is fucking killing me...i havent done anything for the past month cept work and play video games so my life is kinda really totally fucking sucking rite now...I have to go to my dads to check my mail all the time and its annoying me...there are certain ppl in my life that are totally pissing me off and i wish they wud just fucking leave me alone but they wont cuz they're fucking evil and have nuthing better to do then piss me off...i wish everyone cept for a few certain ppl wud just piss off...even tho i maybe ur ur friend...it doesnt mean i have to do anything with u or talk to you...alot of my friends are pissing me off...not mentioning any names cuz im not like that...and i think they are the ones causing my headache....no most deffinately its them...anyways wats new...oh I have a new Fave song, Join Me In Death By H.I.M. you mite all know it from the element commercials with Bam skating on the roof...Its an awesome song and H.I.M. is an awesome band
What else to talk about, oh I told someone I would love them forever but i have come to realize I never loved them at all...I've come to realize that their only purpose on this earth was to hurt and terrorize me and I'm sick of them...they were the first person off my list. secondly, I love someone else but she doesnt love me any more. And I know its still childish to wanna be with them but theres nuthing else I can do because I do actually love them alot more then they kno or will ever know. Oh well maybe to get over them I will have to take them outta my life too, who knows I'll figure something out.
Also, I kno like kno one reads this so whatever I say here doesnt go anywhere but here and no one will ever kno what I have written. But lately I've been feeling, well severely depressed and I have thought about ending my life again, I kno its stupid and wrong and everyone will hate me and ill go to hell. But I dont give a fucking damn what all you fucking ppl think. My life fucking sucks, nuthing ever goes rite in my life NUTHING. Every girl I've ever loved I've hurt and ive felt stupid and useless because of it and then I feel worse cuz they come back and rub their fucking stupid fucking happiness in my face and it makes me wanna just fucking rip my wind pipe out and with my last dying breath tell them I loved them and then strangle them with my torn out wind pipe. I know I know thats sick and sadistic and twisted and I should be locked up for thinking it...but FUCK YOU. I don't fucking care anymore.
If I don't like you or don't wanna talk to you at any given moment Imma fucking say so. If you start to annoy me Imma fucking tell u to fuck the hell off. And if you ever start rubbing your fucking happiness in my face believe me you will live to regret it.
This is Will Noonan signing off...FUCK YOU!
What else to talk about, oh I told someone I would love them forever but i have come to realize I never loved them at all...I've come to realize that their only purpose on this earth was to hurt and terrorize me and I'm sick of them...they were the first person off my list. secondly, I love someone else but she doesnt love me any more. And I know its still childish to wanna be with them but theres nuthing else I can do because I do actually love them alot more then they kno or will ever know. Oh well maybe to get over them I will have to take them outta my life too, who knows I'll figure something out.
Also, I kno like kno one reads this so whatever I say here doesnt go anywhere but here and no one will ever kno what I have written. But lately I've been feeling, well severely depressed and I have thought about ending my life again, I kno its stupid and wrong and everyone will hate me and ill go to hell. But I dont give a fucking damn what all you fucking ppl think. My life fucking sucks, nuthing ever goes rite in my life NUTHING. Every girl I've ever loved I've hurt and ive felt stupid and useless because of it and then I feel worse cuz they come back and rub their fucking stupid fucking happiness in my face and it makes me wanna just fucking rip my wind pipe out and with my last dying breath tell them I loved them and then strangle them with my torn out wind pipe. I know I know thats sick and sadistic and twisted and I should be locked up for thinking it...but FUCK YOU. I don't fucking care anymore.
If I don't like you or don't wanna talk to you at any given moment Imma fucking say so. If you start to annoy me Imma fucking tell u to fuck the hell off. And if you ever start rubbing your fucking happiness in my face believe me you will live to regret it.
This is Will Noonan signing off...FUCK YOU!