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so i read over my journal and realised how angry and depressed i sound. so i just wanted to say that im not as angry and depressed as my journal portrays me to be. yea i get upset every once in a while but who doesnt. I dont want to sounds like a little bitch or something but i have the right to be angry and sad at times because of the crap im going though. Im not saying that "my life is horrible" and "boo look at me im crying" because its not like that at all and i know that there are other people whos situations are worse then mine.
anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyysss
i worked alot this weekend! i got to celebrate the beginning of the holidays by working for three days strait. i would wake up go to work come home have dinner go to sleep and then wake up and do it alll again. it was pretty bad. Hopefully the rest of the holiday won't be like that. i want something exciting to happen.. yeahhhh.
Today i didnt feel like myself i dont know i think im just really tired so i slept in and it was great. i worked on Conan ( my awesome sculpture! yess ) and then went over to stephs house. Good times i painted my hand multi metallic colours and steph drew except on an actual piece of paper lol. we exchanged gifts mine was very zen ooooo thank you steph! and i think that the nightmare before christmas stuff rocked her socks off. my mom saidi had to stay in tonight and be with my sister because shes sicks and doesnt want to be left alone so i came home from stephs house. about 5 mins afte i walk in the door her friend calls her to hang out and my mom let her! ahhh so i didnt have to come home! if shes sicks then why can she have friends over anyways. oh well im over it.
so i already know some of thethings im getting for christmas
i know im getting the ben harper cd- live from mars : i guess my mom thought she was hiding it from me but in reality she just put it in the cupboard beside the glasses. yea i do have a drink every once in a while so i foundthat one pretty quicky. i dont know what made her think to put it there haha whata weirdo. and im thinking that im going to get a guitar because when i was working my mom came into my store and asked me " so how badly do you want a guitar because iv been looking everywhere and they're all sold out" ahh duhhh she knew i really wanted one so by asking me that she ruined the surprise if she can actually find one. and if she doesnt get one then asking me that was really mean.
im gonna go wrap some presents - steph call me ;)
<3
anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyysss
i worked alot this weekend! i got to celebrate the beginning of the holidays by working for three days strait. i would wake up go to work come home have dinner go to sleep and then wake up and do it alll again. it was pretty bad. Hopefully the rest of the holiday won't be like that. i want something exciting to happen.. yeahhhh.
Today i didnt feel like myself i dont know i think im just really tired so i slept in and it was great. i worked on Conan ( my awesome sculpture! yess ) and then went over to stephs house. Good times i painted my hand multi metallic colours and steph drew except on an actual piece of paper lol. we exchanged gifts mine was very zen ooooo thank you steph! and i think that the nightmare before christmas stuff rocked her socks off. my mom saidi had to stay in tonight and be with my sister because shes sicks and doesnt want to be left alone so i came home from stephs house. about 5 mins afte i walk in the door her friend calls her to hang out and my mom let her! ahhh so i didnt have to come home! if shes sicks then why can she have friends over anyways. oh well im over it.
so i already know some of thethings im getting for christmas
i know im getting the ben harper cd- live from mars : i guess my mom thought she was hiding it from me but in reality she just put it in the cupboard beside the glasses. yea i do have a drink every once in a while so i foundthat one pretty quicky. i dont know what made her think to put it there haha whata weirdo. and im thinking that im going to get a guitar because when i was working my mom came into my store and asked me " so how badly do you want a guitar because iv been looking everywhere and they're all sold out" ahh duhhh she knew i really wanted one so by asking me that she ruined the surprise if she can actually find one. and if she doesnt get one then asking me that was really mean.
im gonna go wrap some presents - steph call me ;)
<3