May 06, 2006 21:58
It's been a long while since I updated this page, so here goes.
I am running into the same shit I always used to. I don't exactly fit in anywhere. There is always something that sets me apart.
Exampl: I sometimes hang with the more nerdy, non-partying crowd (which I enjoy) however I also drink and party some of the time, which kinda makes me feel like I don't completely belong to that crowd. And on the other side, I don't completely fit in with the party crowd, cause sometimes I decline to join and instead run off and play D&D with the other crowd. It just seems like I always try to hang out with the different groups of friends, and what inevitably ends up happening is I don't hang out with any, or I hang out whith one group when I'd rather hang out with the other, and by the ime I realize this, the group I want to hang with is already gone. It doesn't help that I am such a social clutz. I just want to be able to hang with all my groups of friends w/o them looking down on my hanging out with the other groups.
Just needed to vent. Besides that shit, college is fucking awesome.