[I do this every time....]

[l_envyxedward_l]

Why can't I let myself be happy?

I always complain that I barely get out, and now that I can get out, I'm stopping myself.

What the hell is wrong with me?

In the end there's no point in me feeling this way because I end up having a good time.

Seriously, I'm an idiot for thinking this way. What the fuck?

........................

Yeah, it's gonna be one of THOSE days.

Isn't it?