[*heavy sigh*]
I just don't even know what's going on anymore. One second it's I CAN GO HERE and the next it's OH SORRY, NEVER MIND LOLZ~
Seriously. It's been happening with EVERYTHING I've been trying to do lately, whether I've had a ride or not. Some examples? artificial_yum's sweet 16. At first it was a yes, you can go, let's make sure to go buy her something. Now it's you have to help your grandma move. WHAT? WHEN WAS THAT HAPPENING??? Okay, so then the Video Game concert. I vowed I would go and see this show, and at the last second I found out, hey! CoS played at Wizard Con! and gee, I could have gone, but I was told no. WITHOUT A LEGIT REASON BEHIND IT. HELL, WITHOUT ANY REASON AT ALL. 'Just cuz'. *pulls hair out* Now, it's this Mitsuwa thing. I know, I was offered a ride, but the point of this is....look...I'm a new driver, and I'm going to have to learn, one way or another, that I NEED TO FIND PLACES AND GET TO PLACES ON MY OWN. ON. MY. OWN! The ride from here to Mitsuwa is apparently ONLY 17 MINUTES. WHAT IS THE F-ING PROBLEM???
I am just....ugh.....I am so mad. I even sat down for the day, relaxing, reading Loveless and DGM and Newtype, and ugh. I'm still ready to just give up and die in my living room. I HATE BEING A TEEN! XO
Seriously. It's been happening with EVERYTHING I've been trying to do lately, whether I've had a ride or not. Some examples? artificial_yum's sweet 16. At first it was a yes, you can go, let's make sure to go buy her something. Now it's you have to help your grandma move. WHAT? WHEN WAS THAT HAPPENING??? Okay, so then the Video Game concert. I vowed I would go and see this show, and at the last second I found out, hey! CoS played at Wizard Con! and gee, I could have gone, but I was told no. WITHOUT A LEGIT REASON BEHIND IT. HELL, WITHOUT ANY REASON AT ALL. 'Just cuz'. *pulls hair out* Now, it's this Mitsuwa thing. I know, I was offered a ride, but the point of this is....look...I'm a new driver, and I'm going to have to learn, one way or another, that I NEED TO FIND PLACES AND GET TO PLACES ON MY OWN. ON. MY. OWN! The ride from here to Mitsuwa is apparently ONLY 17 MINUTES. WHAT IS THE F-ING PROBLEM???
I am just....ugh.....I am so mad. I even sat down for the day, relaxing, reading Loveless and DGM and Newtype, and ugh. I'm still ready to just give up and die in my living room. I HATE BEING A TEEN! XO