Fuck you
I'm so stressed right now. I was starving earlier & I left to get food but I only had enough money on me to get either cigarettes & a lighter or food & I chose cigarettes. I opened a new bank account & don't have the debit card yet so I have no access to my money & I should have gotten my paycheck by now but my boss is a fucking asshole-retard-no-personality-fuck. I'm so quitting here asap.
Our computers (servers, networking, internet, files, a/p & payroll program, etc.) had been down since we got back from the hurricane & were just recently completely fixed like yesterday. So now I'm having to catch up w/ all that (which is my boss' fault) & also the computer wasn't backing up the last month it was working so I had to find & pull 111 checks from files so we can re-enter those.. etc. yeah it's a fucking GREAT time. Oh yeah & Todd pissed me off today by critisizing my work ethic in front of Craig & to me that's like when your parents yell @ you in front of your friends, ya know? So I got really mad about that esp. due to the fact that I was starving & I was trying to have some discpline & finish entering invoices before I left to get food & that's when Todd yelled @ me when I really was working my ass off. Anyway.
Also, I really wanted to go out this weekend but Shannon is coming down & she doesn't like clubs so I figured oh well we can party at home. Well scratch that b/c Craig has plans w/ his buddy Tyler Friday night & his family is coming in town Saturday night. So...................... wtf.
& another thing.. I'm debating on changing my major or w/e.. I'm thinking about teaching. Yeah big shock I know. Yes Je$$e you & everyone else who knows me could typically picture me working at a bank or as an accountant or managing something, as could I.. but my problem w/ that is I feel like I've been skating thru life doing a mediocre job in school & @ my place of work also b/c I don't like what I do. What does my job do for other people? Absolutely nothing. Not my company, obviously they do, but myself? Nothing. I want a career that makes a difference. I mean obviously a lot of people are probably going to school to be a teacher so it's not that out of the ordinary but obviously it is for me, otherwise no one would be surprised in my decision to lean in that direction. It's not a definate. Not even close. But I'm looking into it & seriously thinking about. What do you think??
Craig & Todd go to CO Dec. 1st-8th & it's gonna be weird being in Craig's house without him for 7 days. I'm going to plan dinner & beach walking & such the night before he leaves & some other nice stuff too I think. :) Todd keeps joking around about how Craig's gonna cheat on me up there & haha hehe whatever but like fucking give it up already. Esp. when he'll get all serious & be like I'm just kidding I wouldn't let him do that, he'd never do that, blah, blah, blah. Well then stop fucking saying it. Like why do people rile you up for their amusement? I don't get that.
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Our computers (servers, networking, internet, files, a/p & payroll program, etc.) had been down since we got back from the hurricane & were just recently completely fixed like yesterday. So now I'm having to catch up w/ all that (which is my boss' fault) & also the computer wasn't backing up the last month it was working so I had to find & pull 111 checks from files so we can re-enter those.. etc. yeah it's a fucking GREAT time. Oh yeah & Todd pissed me off today by critisizing my work ethic in front of Craig & to me that's like when your parents yell @ you in front of your friends, ya know? So I got really mad about that esp. due to the fact that I was starving & I was trying to have some discpline & finish entering invoices before I left to get food & that's when Todd yelled @ me when I really was working my ass off. Anyway.
Also, I really wanted to go out this weekend but Shannon is coming down & she doesn't like clubs so I figured oh well we can party at home. Well scratch that b/c Craig has plans w/ his buddy Tyler Friday night & his family is coming in town Saturday night. So...................... wtf.
& another thing.. I'm debating on changing my major or w/e.. I'm thinking about teaching. Yeah big shock I know. Yes Je$$e you & everyone else who knows me could typically picture me working at a bank or as an accountant or managing something, as could I.. but my problem w/ that is I feel like I've been skating thru life doing a mediocre job in school & @ my place of work also b/c I don't like what I do. What does my job do for other people? Absolutely nothing. Not my company, obviously they do, but myself? Nothing. I want a career that makes a difference. I mean obviously a lot of people are probably going to school to be a teacher so it's not that out of the ordinary but obviously it is for me, otherwise no one would be surprised in my decision to lean in that direction. It's not a definate. Not even close. But I'm looking into it & seriously thinking about. What do you think??
Craig & Todd go to CO Dec. 1st-8th & it's gonna be weird being in Craig's house without him for 7 days. I'm going to plan dinner & beach walking & such the night before he leaves & some other nice stuff too I think. :) Todd keeps joking around about how Craig's gonna cheat on me up there & haha hehe whatever but like fucking give it up already. Esp. when he'll get all serious & be like I'm just kidding I wouldn't let him do that, he'd never do that, blah, blah, blah. Well then stop fucking saying it. Like why do people rile you up for their amusement? I don't get that.
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