In the dark...

Nov 28, 2007 00:11

She slides her feet out of bed and shivers as they touch the cold wooden floor beneath her toes... As she untangles herself from her red bed sheets that have once again wrapped themselves in mysterious ways around her body, she looks around for her gameboy.

The tangles fall away, she trips slightly...

One hand against the mirror to steady herself. Another rests on the dresser next to her old bed. Words are muttered, so softly she cant even hear them escape over her own lips...

The girl looks up to the spiderweb gently swaying in the corner. She curses to herself, something about being lazy, or having no time, or maybe it was just about being lazy. I doubt she even knows anymore...

Where the hell is that gameboy? I fell asleep with it in my hands... Im fucking sure of it...

Another night of vodka and video games, fucking typical. FUCKING typical.

In the dark it all makes sense, in the dark it all seems like a good idea. In the dark you make those desicions you know you might regret when the daylight finally streams across his face... Or worse... desicions you hope with all your heart that HE doesnt regret.

The daylight is fucking harsh with her, her eyelinner is half way down her face... Nothing seems real anymore.

Fuckign haze. The darkness... Bring back the darkness...

xo
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