Inspiration...
I havent written in here much this year... Ive been keeping a traditional diary over the last few months... Many emotions and feeling and situations id rather just keep to myself really.
The break up with Roy has been so hard... Emotionally draining and time consuming... I just want everything to be finalised so i dont have to keep having these gut wrenching conversations every time...
But there is someone there inspiring me and giving my strength along the way... They probably have no idea what kind of effect they have on me. I've not felt this kind of connection before, the level of friendship and confidence is amazing... If only it could be more, if only...
I hate that fucking phrase... "if only..." It drives me insane looking into words that have no meaning and actions that are innocent... Or are they? Could they be? What if....?
If only you knew... If only...
Maybe in time...
xo Lethal
The break up with Roy has been so hard... Emotionally draining and time consuming... I just want everything to be finalised so i dont have to keep having these gut wrenching conversations every time...
But there is someone there inspiring me and giving my strength along the way... They probably have no idea what kind of effect they have on me. I've not felt this kind of connection before, the level of friendship and confidence is amazing... If only it could be more, if only...
I hate that fucking phrase... "if only..." It drives me insane looking into words that have no meaning and actions that are innocent... Or are they? Could they be? What if....?
If only you knew... If only...
Maybe in time...
xo Lethal