HE'S ESCAPED!
I wish everything wasn't so damn overwhelming. i want the world to stop and realize what everything has become, we're not so great. The human race has just become a cruel, selfish, self consumed body of gluttony, i think im the only one who sees what is actually happening, and im only one person, it's not like i can make people stop and think about the road they're traveling down. pain isn't even real to me, the only thing i can honestly feel at this point is that fucking lump in my throat, the fear of actually letting someone see me cry, like really just breakdown and fucking cry infront of someone, that fear is eating me up, while the tears try to tear me fucking down. im not sure if ill get to go to geogia this year, i might have toget a job to help pay for somethings, we're going through some rough times, too many bills, too little money. i was going to put it off, you know...getting a job, until after the summer, so i could go to ecuador and see famnily or visit my frineds, but i dont think that's plausable anymore. =/