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Architecture is so not right for me. University life, and the people, is not right for me at the moment. Thinking of dropping out of uni on Monday. If I don't drop out by then, I'll have the debt for the entire semester even if I leave before the end of the semester.
In other news: I'm now on anti-anxiety/anti-depressant medication. Side affects may include mania and hallucinations - as well as, hilariously, anxiety. So far all the only side effect I've gotten is a mild fever. DISAPPOINTMENT, IT ABOUNDS.
Considering posting a version of this on my Facebook page. Not sure what I'm more afraid of - the idea that people might comment negatively on it, or that they wouldn't comment at all.
Just needed t write this down somewhere. Might try it with more detail at another point.
EDIT AT 8.28: Feeling inexplicable urge to laugh. Haven't quite gotten there. It seems to be lasting for about a minute at a time. Grinning like a fucking psycho during those minutes. Like, seriously, NOTHING FUNNY IS HAPPENING AT THE MOMENT.
If i have any hallucinations I'll be sure to post them. Then call into my GP or the all hours GP service at the hospital. Totally.
edit at 9:59 (it's all PM at the mo, btw). Cant look at anyone without laughing hysterically. Bad sign.
EDIT AT 11:55 - In 4 minutes the deadline for the soft-copy submission of the assignment I haven't done will pass. Feeling apathetic. Though the laughing has stopped. I think I've burned my bridge here - I'll get a fail for the assignment, and I could have gotten an extension maybe, had I asked for it earlier.
Oh, and this entry was first posted at 7:46PM, just to put the updates into context, and I assume the entry time is displayed as what time it was posted in the viewers timezone rather than mine.
In other news: I'm now on anti-anxiety/anti-depressant medication. Side affects may include mania and hallucinations - as well as, hilariously, anxiety. So far all the only side effect I've gotten is a mild fever. DISAPPOINTMENT, IT ABOUNDS.
Considering posting a version of this on my Facebook page. Not sure what I'm more afraid of - the idea that people might comment negatively on it, or that they wouldn't comment at all.
Just needed t write this down somewhere. Might try it with more detail at another point.
EDIT AT 8.28: Feeling inexplicable urge to laugh. Haven't quite gotten there. It seems to be lasting for about a minute at a time. Grinning like a fucking psycho during those minutes. Like, seriously, NOTHING FUNNY IS HAPPENING AT THE MOMENT.
If i have any hallucinations I'll be sure to post them. Then call into my GP or the all hours GP service at the hospital. Totally.
edit at 9:59 (it's all PM at the mo, btw). Cant look at anyone without laughing hysterically. Bad sign.
EDIT AT 11:55 - In 4 minutes the deadline for the soft-copy submission of the assignment I haven't done will pass. Feeling apathetic. Though the laughing has stopped. I think I've burned my bridge here - I'll get a fail for the assignment, and I could have gotten an extension maybe, had I asked for it earlier.
Oh, and this entry was first posted at 7:46PM, just to put the updates into context, and I assume the entry time is displayed as what time it was posted in the viewers timezone rather than mine.