Aug 28, 2005 08:56
I've been thinking about it for a long time, actually. About moving on. About starting over. Whatever you want to call it. I guess the final straw for me is that my best friend barely even acknolwedges my presence anymore, be it in person, online, or by phone.
So, I mainly just wanted to make this post so that I could say goodbye. Life has to be what we make of it and it becomes more and more obvious to me that I am less and less needed or wanted in some areas of life. Those were areas of importance.
Something that I learned last night... that was told to me and I suppose it is something I should have learned long ago. A person needs five things in their lives: Love, Routine, Discipline, Inspiration and Freedom. Concerning love, you should love the people you're around and get around the people who love you.
Thanks to those of you who have been my friend or my mentor in the last few years. Sometimes, though, it's easier to turn the corner alone and go on about life in a new direction. Paths may cross again someday but I can't hold my breath and wait any longer.
So, good bye to all who read this journal. I shant be posting here again.