Dec 05, 2004 03:27
All the stuff that's happened...
1)Been seeing Ashley a lot lately due to a certain location. Today it escalated to her telling me that she doesn't want me around, because she still hates me... o.O
Still hasn't forgiven and forgotten me like I have to her, though she's the one that hurt me. I'll admit she has reason to be angry, but still, it aint worth what she did tonight, once again pissing me off, leaving me with wanting to bash her head in, and of course reminding me why I stopped hanging with her.
2)Told off MJ possibly for the last time, she tried to talk to me as if she'd never hurt me. Also still refuses to answer questions about what she did to me. So yeah, to quote myself tonight on her...
"F%&$ off, you never do or fix things the right way with me, bring drama into my life. Good Riddance, I hopeyou have the time of your life!"
3)Confirmed that yes, this one girl does have feelings for me, no she's not an ex. But she's also currently taken, but I did manage to change my view in her eyes when I was there for her a month ago when I stayed by her side most of the day just to be there for her. Yeah, I got it confirmed because she told her friend, Amy, about the whole day and the things we talked about. How the Hell Amy knew, and I quote, "You like her too, you like the girl you got into a fist fight with the first time you met her." Quite tragic in the whole picture, really.
All of this in two days... Yeah, this is me now, sad and crushed and angry and all sorts of things... this song fits my life pretty well right now. Kevin says he's going to try and hook me up with a friend of his as soon as she gets back from Pakistan sometime after Christmas o.o
how wierd, but Kevin's always weird. So much on my mind, and I even left out the high school drama from work, ha... *wines* my life sucks at the moment. I need someone...