Moving on. . .
I think I might start to use this again... but for more personal stuff. Thus, I'm not gonna link this in my AIM profile. Or even tell anyone about.
First things first.
I'm really embarrassed about the name for this LJ. Seriously. What was I thinking???
As of right now, I think I am in what people call... deep thought...
Even though I'm older and stuff. I don't think I've totally moved on from my past. This doesn't really fit with the tangent I was planning and I dun really know what to say about it...
Anyways.
Sure... I am happy and all right now.
But I don't think I'm totally happy with myself.
Like. Who am I?
I still haven't found my place in the social world, I can't find anyone in my relative area that I can feel totally comfortable with. Where do I fit in?
Sure, people tell me that I'll find someone someday and that the campus is huge there has to be someone.
But I feel doubt.
I mean like, where are they?
I guess the truth is that I really miss my days as a young teen, where I was constantly on the internet where I actually had a group of friends who I didn't have to be committed to. I fit in sorta... or was at least acknowledged.
Is that what I want?
To be acknowledged.
Yea.
I'm here.
But why do I always feel that I'm not?
Whiny entries suck.
LJ is really easy...
Hrmmm...
First things first.
I'm really embarrassed about the name for this LJ. Seriously. What was I thinking???
As of right now, I think I am in what people call... deep thought...
Even though I'm older and stuff. I don't think I've totally moved on from my past. This doesn't really fit with the tangent I was planning and I dun really know what to say about it...
Anyways.
Sure... I am happy and all right now.
But I don't think I'm totally happy with myself.
Like. Who am I?
I still haven't found my place in the social world, I can't find anyone in my relative area that I can feel totally comfortable with. Where do I fit in?
Sure, people tell me that I'll find someone someday and that the campus is huge there has to be someone.
But I feel doubt.
I mean like, where are they?
I guess the truth is that I really miss my days as a young teen, where I was constantly on the internet where I actually had a group of friends who I didn't have to be committed to. I fit in sorta... or was at least acknowledged.
Is that what I want?
To be acknowledged.
Yea.
I'm here.
But why do I always feel that I'm not?
Whiny entries suck.
LJ is really easy...
Hrmmm...