Where Oh Where Could My Baby Be...?
Got our phone bill today and I got yelled at because all my calls to Jess come up to $20, but most of the calls were 1 minute calls because theres no answere and it goes to her voice mail. So, I was told I can't call as much anymore..which means we probably won't ever talk...AWESOME! My mom said she can call me...right. I haven't talked to her since LAST thrusday, she hasn't been on..hasn't answered her phone..nothing. It sucks when you don't look forward to waking up the next day because you know you won't get to talk to the one reason for waking up at all. The only time we have ever gone so long without talking to one another was when she moved and when I moved..oh..and the time when she never wanted to talk to me again. It hurts..and I can't do anything about it..I can't talk to her about it because shes not around and doesn't seem to care either..she has a life, I'm not part of it anymore I guess..or at least, if I am..I sure as hell don't feel like it. I got my first test back yesterday from my school and I was really hoping she would come on or answere her phone so I could tell her the grade I got..I was looking forward to her being proud of me..or giving me encouragement like she use to, but got nothing..not from anyone, no one cares..it's back to how it use to be before I met Jess. She was and still is everything to me..I'm just hurt :-\ ..eh..who knows, I should just shut up, it'll prolly just get me in trouble..so, bye.